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Out of sight, out of mind
I’ve let it happen the one-hundredth time

If it does not cause me pain, it is useless

When you fear it, you will attempt to numb it

The pain surrounds my existence, is all that keeping me alive

If I fear it I will numb it.
If I try to numb that pain, I will kill myself

The pain surrounds my existence, is all that keeping me alive

I have opened myself up
I have looked inside
I have seen it
I have seen
I have seen inside of myself
I have seen it
I have seen what goes on in me
I have seen it
I have seen what does not
I have not
I have seen the nothing inside of me
I have seen the nothing
I have torn it out
I have ripped out the nothing
I have eaten it
I have eaten

I made it bleed while I chewed

I imagined the color was the color of your blood
I imagined that I could still bleed without you
I imagined that I was eating something

I realized it was nothing

I put it back

I sewed myself shut alone

I closed myself

I have stayed this way

I will stay this way

I have stayed this way

I am this way
I am not sure who I

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from What People Do in the Privacy of Public, released May 27, 2020

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Sylvia Haynes New Jersey

a musician trying to score a film larger than she can comprehend.

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primarily home recordings.

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Kentucky Wonder Records
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